Letters to Me

As a younger girl I made so many mistakes! From falling in love with the slyest cockiest douchiest boy at the age of 17 to wishing I had just one more day back with my papa. I wish someone had told me... hell I wish I could have been just a little bit smarter! I know I cant change these things and that there part of my past making me who I am today, but I just would have loved to save all those tears I cried over something that seems to only be a distant memory or a boy who's name is starting to give me a less queazy feeling every time i hear it.